JustGottaMakeIt

          The 6-week level up challenge is finally over! I’ve had some highs and some lows. I usually start of with the lows, but I’m going to focus on the highs today. I lost around 15 pounds, and my skin is looking replenished. I’ve been eating a little cleaner and slowly becoming more active. My health is getting better and I’m slowly but surely getting myself back in order. As for the lows, well it’s only considered a low if you look at it that way. I like to think of it as lessons, and the lesson I learned is that I cannot do a million things at once. I thought if I was organized and planned things out, I could work on all of my projects. The plan was to get further ahead and closer to my goals. I thought I could do it all, but it’s really overwhelming trying to balance so many things. I’ve always been the type of person to dream big with multiple goals. I don’t have one passion. I have many. In my mind if I work on 10 – 20 things I will have a better chance at succeeding at something. It’s almost like a race to see which one will happen first. But if I want something to truly happen, I need to focus on just one (or two). Most people succeed in one thing, and then start another one. I’m still in the trial and error phase. I don’t have the blueprint yet. I don’t think I can narrow it down to just one, but I think I can maybe narrow it down to three. I’m not saying I will give up on everything, I will just focus more on the three and maybe go back to the others every now and then. My next challenge will start March 1^st. This time it won’t be a 6-week challenge. It will just be for the whole month of March. I want to see if there will be a difference if I focus more on a few things, rather than 10 to 20 things. I’m still learning. I’m still growing and evolving. I’m no where near perfect, and I’m not even close to where I want to be. As much as I want to lose hope I just can’t quit. My desire is stronger than any temporary emotions. I am determined to have my happy ending post on this blog. I want this “diary” blog to go from being about a lost college grad who couldn’t find their way in life to it being about a woman who finally made it in spite of all of her obstacles. I want to show the world that it’s never too late to make your dreams come true, no matter how far behind you may feel. If you’re having a hard time as well join me March 1^st to begin the new challenge. I don’t have a name for it yet, but I will make a post about within the next 7 days. Thank you for stopping by. Until next time . . . .