JustGottaMakeIt

       This month there won’t be any challenges. Seems like whenever I start a challenge unexpectant situations pop up, and at this point these challenges are giving me a little PTSD. I’m actually terrified to start another challenge at this point. The May challenge started off great, but if you read my last post a couple posts back you know why I was knocked off my game. Things are looking up since that post, but not out of the woods yet. If you have said a prayer for us, I want to take this time to say Thank You. I truly appreciated. While I’m in this waiting limbo period I will continue to try to better myself.

       Right now, I’m not setting any goals whatsoever. Big goals or small goals it doesn’t matter. There will be no expectations. I will keep a journal and every time I do something productive; I will write it down. If I do a few things in a day…Great! If I don’t do anything productive one day or for a couple days that’s okay too. The point is to try to be the best me that I can every day with no expectations. Currently, there’s no endgame in sight. I’m just a woman that’s trying to gradually grow. I know they say dreams without goals (& planning) are just wishes, but for now I will live in the moment. I’m stepping off of my path and I’m just going to see where my feet take me. In the words of Natasha Bedingfield: “I want to run with the wild horses.”