For the past few months, I’ve been wanting to start writing and journaling every day. I used to always write when I was feeling overwhelmed or depressed, but I never would write every day. I started writing everyday for a month last year. I slowed down a bit and then started up again in the … More What Happens when you Write in Your Journal Every Day?
Here I am in this spin cycle. It’s almost 1 o’clock in the morning and I just felt the need to release some thoughts. It feels like I’ve been in deep thought all month. I’ve been lost and confused while feeling multiple emotions at once. I’m to the point where I’m not even sure exactly … More Let’s do this Dirty Laundry
Rejection is a hard pill to swallow. I’ve experienced rejection in so many ways, and to be honest it doesn’t get much easier with time. When you experience it so much it starts to affect you mentally. You start to feel like you’re inadequate and just not good enough. This year I’ve received rejections … More Let’s talk about Rejection!
Today I had a moment, and I had to take a second and reflect. Lately it feels like most of the world has been on pause, and I guess my emotions have been put on paused as well. Just when I think I’m finally at a good place, something happens, and I feel like breaking. … More Broken Arrows
Recently, I started writing down daily tasks in an old notebook, and today I ran into an old entry from almost 2 years ago (September 2018) that was written in the middle of it. Sometimes when I just need to release or vent I would just pick up a random notebook and … More Depression and Growth
This is one of those topics that is a little uncomfortable to talk about. The kind of topic where some people might roll their eyes to, and others might be too embarrassed to talk about. In this life there are 3 different kinds of people when it comes to our appearance: People who don’t … More Stripped from the Outer Shell … (A Thin Line Between Vanity and Self-Acceptance)
Hello world! During the past few weeks I have been feeling a little off. As a person who has suffered from depression on and off through life, I usually can identify the feeling once it comes. I’m not sure what I’m feeling exactly this time. I guess you could say I’m feeling everything all … More Can I be a little more Vulnerable for a second?
The world can be kind of confusing for us women. We’re told that we should have children (or at least our first child) in our twenties because it’s better on our bodies and the older we get the tougher it is on us. We start think that we are … More The Importance of Being WHOLE, before being a Half. (Advice before Marriage)
Hello world, back again with a quick update. It has been a little over a year and a half since I started the job search, and 1 year and 8 months since I finished grad school. Recently, I was going through a process to get a hired by this company who does a lot … More 1.5 Years in the Waiting Place.
I really want to be positive, but it has been a rough couple of weeks. Lately I’ve been trying to keep my mind in a better state and not try to think negative, but I feel drained to be honest. I feel like I don’t have any control over … More Rolling in the Deep! The low moments.